Back to ME!
With all this focus on Big J and her sweet little hands I've taken the focus off of me. I've been begging Nick to take a day off so I can go talk to my dietitian Michelle because I could really use some refocus on what I'm doing. Nick's super busy bombed at work, so I'll have to wait a while... that's ok.
I haven't lost a single pound on the scale.... Since December! That fact is a little hard for my heart and my mind to handle, but I'm slowing realizing it's just not about the #! Recently I've started to just FEEL BETTER. I can't really explain it except in those terms. Yes, I still drink my morning cup of coffee with enough cream to make it look like chocolate milk ha! and I do occasionally drink my carbonated beverage loaded with sugar, but I'm feeling a lot more energy than before. I have noticed on the day I do choose to eat fast food I feel gross and sluggish. This makes complete sense, I just am so baffled to actually feel a difference.
So feeling different, added in with my tri-weekly ( PINK CHAOS )workouts where I'm actually noticing an improvement on what my body is capable of... I decided to do the unthinkable! I took a naked picture of myself. Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself? Because let me tell you, it's pretty eye opening! My first picture I took of myself back at the end of December, I knew I had to have a before! Anyway, so I did it again... and then compared *GASP* I knew I felt better, but I also knew what the scale was telling me. To my surprise the difference between the pictures was significant enough for me to see a difference... and then my phone froze. I"m so not kidding! Anyone with an apple phone I'm sure knows you CAN NOT just pull the battery out and turn it back on, so naturally I start freaking out run to Nick beg for his help and in the back of my mind plan on smashing my phone with a hammer into a million little pieces if I can't get it to do a hard reset. Totally irrational thinking I know, but there was NO WAY I was going to take my phone in and chance someone seeing TWO pictures of me in my birthday suit! YIKES!!! haha. The story goes on, yes we got it reset, so I could breathe once more, but then I also had to share the picture with Nick which I really didn't want to do.
So where have I lost inches? My stomach looks less "sad", and my chest... well lets just say I had a deep conversation with God the other day asking him WHY OH WHY did he make the female body to lose inches from our female goods before anything else. I busted out my PRE BABIES bra, and it fit unexpectedly well. Waaaaaaa, waaaaaaaa!
So, I leave you with a picture of me... with my clothes on :) You're welcome!
Here's to more inches gone, and more birthday suit pictures!
I haven't lost a single pound on the scale.... Since December! That fact is a little hard for my heart and my mind to handle, but I'm slowing realizing it's just not about the #! Recently I've started to just FEEL BETTER. I can't really explain it except in those terms. Yes, I still drink my morning cup of coffee with enough cream to make it look like chocolate milk ha! and I do occasionally drink my carbonated beverage loaded with sugar, but I'm feeling a lot more energy than before. I have noticed on the day I do choose to eat fast food I feel gross and sluggish. This makes complete sense, I just am so baffled to actually feel a difference.
So feeling different, added in with my tri-weekly ( PINK CHAOS )workouts where I'm actually noticing an improvement on what my body is capable of... I decided to do the unthinkable! I took a naked picture of myself. Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself? Because let me tell you, it's pretty eye opening! My first picture I took of myself back at the end of December, I knew I had to have a before! Anyway, so I did it again... and then compared *GASP* I knew I felt better, but I also knew what the scale was telling me. To my surprise the difference between the pictures was significant enough for me to see a difference... and then my phone froze. I"m so not kidding! Anyone with an apple phone I'm sure knows you CAN NOT just pull the battery out and turn it back on, so naturally I start freaking out run to Nick beg for his help and in the back of my mind plan on smashing my phone with a hammer into a million little pieces if I can't get it to do a hard reset. Totally irrational thinking I know, but there was NO WAY I was going to take my phone in and chance someone seeing TWO pictures of me in my birthday suit! YIKES!!! haha. The story goes on, yes we got it reset, so I could breathe once more, but then I also had to share the picture with Nick which I really didn't want to do.
So where have I lost inches? My stomach looks less "sad", and my chest... well lets just say I had a deep conversation with God the other day asking him WHY OH WHY did he make the female body to lose inches from our female goods before anything else. I busted out my PRE BABIES bra, and it fit unexpectedly well. Waaaaaaa, waaaaaaaa!
So, I leave you with a picture of me... with my clothes on :) You're welcome!
Here's to more inches gone, and more birthday suit pictures!
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