It's been 4 months!

It's been almost exactly four months since I have written. WOW!?! Where have I been you ask? Numerous places! Lets see since March I have,

• Celebrated my 27th Birthday
• Been to Disney World
• Celebrated baby j's 1st Birthday with a Golden Birthday Brunch :)
• Been to Disney World
• Played Doctor to j who had the same ear infection from early April to July.
• Have housed a semi-permanent house guest (that is moving out tomorrow) 
• declinced a pretty big life changing oppurtunity for our family, that cosumed us for months
• Gained ~10lbs
• And refused myself from looking at this sad blog, because the feelings of guilt from "giving up", something that I told myself I would never allow myself to do, happened! 

Ok, Ok! Now that all my excuses are out of the way. Really though, it's been a pretty crazy couple of months, but the feelings of guilt are really coming because even though life has been kind of crazy, I really have no profound excuse on why I have given up on weight loss. 

I"m tired of making excuses, and I'm tired of needing to make excuses. 

My current goals are. (trying to keep it simple here.)

1. Naps are only for the weekends
2. One pop (or Soda for you southerners) a week
3. And no food after 8pm

These things sound so stinking easy... but they are proving to be quite challenging. Until I can master all three, I will not add another one. Small steps right?